Now I don't seem to be able to stop. Not too sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing, but I am at that point where I really need to let it flow. I need to get it down so that I can look at it and try and get to the pain inside me so that I can find a way to heal.
Me
Little me
Deep inside
Only darkness surrounding
Frightened
Scared to go into the light
Then everyone would see
See me clearly
Dirty
Guilty
Filthy
Tarnished
Just hide in the dark
Let me go
Into the darkness
Please
Let the peacefulness envelope me
Wrapped around like a blanket
No more pain
No more memories
Just nothing
Please
Angry
Bitter
The sour smell of my rage
On my skin
Hands shaking
Bring his neck
I will fix him
Screw waiting for his come uppance
Hatred
Agony
What goes around comes around?
Hah!
Let me go
Into the darkness
Please
Let the peacefulness envelope me
Wrapped around like a blanket
No more pain
No more memories
Just nothing
Please
Angry
Bitter
The sour smell of my rage
On my skin
Hands shaking
Bring his neck
I will fix him
Screw waiting for his come uppance
Hatred
Agony
What goes around comes around?
Hah!